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Why 3am?
For the last several years, I have been waking up at 3am
every single night. While I was still teaching, that was rough! I woke up every
morning at 5am to go to work! Why did I wake up? My brain was trying to process
everything that had been going on. Now that I’ve been retired for almost 2
months, I still wake up at 3am, but I can get back to sleep a little easier,
knowing 5am isn’t a problem anymore.
Interrupted!
The other night, however, there was a problem. I had a nice
day: exercise, writing, taking care of my dog. That night my husband and I
watched a new episode of one of our favorite shows. It was a nice day! Then somewhere
between 11pm-2am, it happened…BEEP! Why is it that the battery in the smoke
detector ALWAYS dies in the middle of the most restful sleep? BEEP! The dog was
not having it. She tried to tunnel under the bed to get away…BEEP! No good. My
husband and I had the same thought that climbing on a stool at this hour was
not a great idea…BEEP! He tried closing the door to see if we could sleep…BEEP!
Finally, after much trepidation he made the supreme sacrifice, climbed onto the
stool and replaced the offending battery. Ahhh! Sleep at last! Well, not for
everyone. After the brain activity required to accomplish this feet, his brain
would not let him go back to sleep. It was 4am and his waking hour was much too
close. The dog was grateful and so was I for his supreme sacrifice.
Pay
Attention
This interruption reminded me of 9/11. I was teaching high
school chorus then. My 2nd period class was falling behind on their
concert preparations. I was still a young teacher and at times, I could be easy
to knock off task if lead astray. The concert was looming. I knew what I needed
to do! As the bell rang and my 1st period filed out, I mentally prepared
myself to stay the course. As my students began arriving, one by one they were
making requests to turn on the television. No, no, no! I would not give in. Each
of their protests were met with a decisive no. That is until the announcement
over the PA instructed all teachers to turn on the television. Together we
watched as the Twin Towers fell. In truth, I know I should have listened
sooner. Through the years, I have reminded myself of that day. Students often
have important things to say. Sometimes what they need to tell us is more
important than today’s lesson. Sometimes it is not, but we will not know which it
is until we hear what they have to say. Isn't that what we all want anyway? We want someone to listen to what we have to say.


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